Thursday, July 30, 2015

Love and Pain

Love comes with pain
Pain comes with love
Over time you realize that there is not perfect love
But there's always something what will keep you aside
Love goes up and down
Round and round
Pain goes straight to the heart and nowhere else
Staying in love with someone truly
Will show a person true colors sooner or later
But hurting someone
Can leave a scar forever
Only time can heal those wombs
That's why I can't let anything happen to us
When you are in pain
I am in pain
My heart hurts when your down
We hurt together, never alone
But I am here to make things right
Problems happen randomly
And it will get hard sometimes
That's life
We understand what needs to be done to fix issues
Together we are unbreakable
When we love
We both love hard
Harder then the average relationship
All I need in my life is you
Letting all the baggage go
Truly loving you with all I have
Never leaving you in pain
Loving you with my past
Living every moment with you in the present
Falling in love with you in my future
I won't give up on love
You've shown me so much more than just love
Teaching me how to become a better lover, friend
I'm always there when you need me
Promise to never leave you alone
Love and pain together isn't all that bad


Tuesday, July 28, 2015

From The Heart

Phone rings
It's her
The one I haven't heard from in weeks
Hey she said
Shocked
Wondering what this is about
Hey, what's up
Wait I need to get something from the heart
Wondering what this was about 
OK, she said
Spoken with a confident but hurt voice
He started pouring out his emotions calmly
While your crushing with someone else
I'm growing as a person 
Due to how far we came
I didn't think something so "fixable"
Could make us end the way we did
After all this time
Destroyed something so memorable 

You really made me feel like I cheated on you
Never did and never would have
She spoke
But, he stopped her
Continuing expressing his true feelings 
After sometime I thought about it
You probably gave me an excuse 
To I guess make up missed time
Free from someone loving you with everything they had
Could that be a true statement?
Or could I be thinking about the old us
Truth be told I had a feeling
Doubting my negative thoughts
That this day came
They say if you love something 
You let it go
If that something loves you back
Then it will come back to you
So I did
No phone calls, text, anything
Space was needed

After seeing the same actions from you
It became very clear to me
I know I played a part in it
But it was more to it than I thought
Learning there was more to your agenda
At first I was bothered and miserable 
But after a few weeks
I sat down and started thinking about everything
Maybe it was time that of every relationship
That "break" season
Or was this really over
True test lies here where we are
At first it was kind of hard not think about you
But time just showed me more to life then just "wondering"
I'm growing and evolving 
Truth is
I do not regret a thing 
All those years we been close did mean something
We created our own history together
But it seems like deja vu again

She stopped him
Why are you telling me this
Speaking in a peaceful, calm tone
It's something you needed to hear
Last thing I want to tell you
I hope your happy
Hearing her about to start crying
Phone went silenced 
He knew right then he had to go
Having that same unforgettable feeling as before
Not happy about making her cry
Just content about expressing his heart
She knew she made a mistake
But he stayed on the phone
Is it too late?
I don't know
Will that real love come back
I don't know
Was it ever real?
I don't know
But if it was it wouldn't have ended so easily
But again
I don't know
He calls her back not knowing she was waiting
I'm sorry
I want to give this another try
Time to take a leap of faith
Love is hard
But we will get through this together
There is still a lot of you in my heart

Saturday, July 25, 2015

Remind Me

Everything that I look at
Reminds me of you
From the morning sunrise shining through the window
To the melody from your favorite song
Having you on my mind at all times
Makes me want to go back in time when we first met
I saw a beautiful young girl smiling with braces
You noticed me staring you down
Smiling after seeing me, we talked
Two strangers grew a relationship into something special
Becoming great friends then my best friend
The one that was always there when I needed her
I could count on her and she could count on me for anything
No one knew what kind of bond we had
It was our little secret that no one knew about
That’s how our love story started

Even the rain from a storm
Reminds me of the days I made you cry
The hardest days of my life
Seeing someone crying because of me
A piercing feeling would stab me in my heart with every tear
Making it a promise to never let it happen again
Never wanting to be the reason why you’re crying
Grabbing you close
Wiping your sadness away
Holding you till you felt safe again
Hate when it storms
Because it reminds me of the worse days

Even the taste of anything sweet
Reminded me of your lips
Every kiss we shared
Was unique but special
Our first kiss guided me to your love
Where we create great memories
The days go by when I crave those sweet lips
Aching all day, waiting for the chance kiss you
But when we kiss life freezes
Enjoying every second connecting to those lips
Taking my time to capture this priceless moment
You loved when I lick my lips before kissing you at a time
Over time our kisses became passionate
Never could get enough of your full of love kisses

What I am trying to say is that
I can’t get you off my mind
Seems like everything around
Reminds me
Of something that is gone

Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Sweet Caramel

From the sweet taste of caramel candy
To the sexiness of your eyes
You create passionate thoughts to run through my head
If only I could have you every second of the day
My heart catches on fire near you
The rest of my body gets excited
Because the way we bond is amazing
It’s like we are connect all the time
Making you laugh to see that perfect smile
To slowly connecting our lips together in any place
Our connection is a mystery but I adore it
We have a bond as if we were already one
You amaze me in so many ways
By the way your beauty glows in the sunlight
And by the way your sweet lips taste at night

Your touch ignites my passion
And I already know what to do
Ideas, preparation, then proceed to the pleasing
This caramel candy is the sweetest
We’ve both been in something deep
The hardest thing to do was let each other in
Scared but enjoying the ride
If only I could have you close every night
Letting go of our securities
Nervousness disappeared
The passion increasing slowly but we have fun
You open me up in so many ways I can’t explain
Never judging each other, just a positive vibe we cruise on
It’s hard to look at you
Because all I want to do is kiss you
Every chance I could, I would
What we do is what we do
It gets better every time

Waking up to someone like you
Would make me push to be better even more
I knew there was something special about you
Just continue giving me those sweet kisses
And I’ll continue being that friend
All I want is for you to be happy
Even if we stay friends
One day the flower may bloom into a rose
Starting out as friends then who knows?
I think I’m addicted

To your sweet caramel

Out of Darkness

A young brother once tried to live the fast life
Money, sex and girls was all on his mind
Nothing else
He wanted to be like everyone else
Crazy out of his mind and have fun
With no care what so ever
Hurt one, hurt another after another
Lying to every one of them he met
Same old un-loyal brother like the rest of them
The word love did not matter to him
After being hurt before he showed no emotions
He was going down the wrong path
Until he met her
A beautiful young woman with goals
Changed his actions in an instance
She was different from the rest


The one who brought him back to reality
But how did she do it
Their first kiss they had showed him all he needed to know
With enough passion to spread around the world
The way she kissed him revealed to him that he was important
He never met a girl like her
She became his everyday need
Like a drug that was addictive
With her by his side
He saw life in a different way
Why do you love me after all I’ve did in my past he asked?
She said “because we all have flaws”
No need to care about what you did before
Or how you were
I only care about what you do from here on
He smiled, then his eyes began to tear
Never has any female made him cry in his life
There was something special about her
She was his everything
The way she showed the way she cared
He fell for all of her
Letting go of his past, he became a good man
Cutting friends and things he used to do off
No other girl could replace how he feels about her
Pleasing her and making her happy is all he cared about
Working hard for their future, treating her like his queen
She made him feel something he never felt before
Real L.O.V.E
He thanked her not just by gifts and spoiling her
Also by his commitment for loving her
Other woman tried to destroy what they had
But he stayed faithful to his woman

As the months went on
All he could think about is becoming one with her
He proposed to her
Overly excited, she paused and then said yes
Events brought them closer and closer till that day came
At their wedding he had a speech memorized beforehand
But he forgot it due to her beautifulness standing in front of him
Lost in her beauty, he spoke from the heart
He said, before we met I wasn’t the man I wanted to be
You changed me to become better
I never seen something so beautiful
When I first laid my eyes on you, I knew you were the one
You are my heart, my soul and my life
Being with you has been a blessing
You came along and showed me how to love again
I’ve been wanting to tell you since day one
You brought me out of darkness
I appreciate you with everything I have to give
Her eyes started to cry like never before
She gazed into his eyes and said
My past is the same as yours
You are my light, my love and everything to me
I never told you because I was afraid
Now I see we are meant to be
And I thank God for bringing you in my life
Tears of joy began to fall out his eyes
He grabs bride softly
Kissing her with all the love he has to give
Thank you for loving me the way you do

Flow of Passion

Walking through the temple of passion
Where the love is more pure, more real
Has me on a high I never want to come down from
Feelings grow deeper and deeper as our love grew
Taking every step with caution
Scared but we knew we was ready

I can feel you even when you are not around
Our bond is too powerful to break
Time brought us closer together
We didn’t even know where we would end up
But we ended up together
Loving every second, every minute

Heart racing every time I see that beautiful smile
Your most perfect creation I’ve ever seen
To me your beauty is art
Making me see life through your eyes
Our past is our history
And our future is our legacy

Our passion has escalated to another level
Beyond the level of no return
The words “I Love You” became more passionate
Feeling and embracing the love every time we spoke those words
Never wanting to leave your side
Loving all your flaws and your perfection

Our emotions has impacted our love
Making it more physical than we could ever imagine
But we are here now
Embracing each other till the end
Loving you is so amazing
Our flow of passion couldn’t be any better