The Lost Feeling

Sitting in a room with nothing but a candle lit
Cold and alone with a lost feeling
Where has everything gone
Eyes wide open
Trying to find that feeling again
Did I lose or has it been stolen from me
My mind confused with no words to say
Everything in this world seems evil
Lost of trust and passion
Due to mistakes done by you
Has damaged my heart forever
Its cold in the inside
But it was once full of warmth and happiness
Now its nothing but an empty box
Waiting patiently to fill again
One to many times
I let you walk all over me
Never again will I let that happen
In time my wombs will heal
And all of that feeling will be filled abundantly in my soul
Until then
This house will be empty
A quiet and lonely place
Where I will live alone
With just this candle light
Cause I lost the love of my life

Racing Though Time

As I look back in time
I sometimes wish things could be different
It feels like I'm a stranger to you
The things we went through and the things we did
Makes me want to be by your side once again
I made you cry and I broke your heart
I admit I did you so wrong
Oh so wrong
And I'm sorry wont fix it a broken heart
Never again will I put you through something like that
I'll find away to your heart once again
Not the way we was back then
But a newer and stronger love
I'm tired of being patient
So now I'm racing through time to get you back
Back from all the pain and sorrow I put you through
But I know it won't be easy
If you want to move on
I wouldn't blame you
If my time is up
Please tell me now
If not
I'll continue racing through time
To have you back in my heart
Because my time will stop without you

Where My Love Is

There's a special where my love is
That most people can not be in
Only the special ones can
Something so spectacular
feels so great most of the time
The warmth and tender
that is only there for the ones I care about
Its never cold there because I won't let it
Pain heals faster when this place is at it's strongest
Love brings peace and happiness here
That is hard to break once its there
No matter how things can be
This place will survive
Through the fear of love
and through the struggles in life
It will stay at its highest peak
With a steady beat
That keeps me moving at a rhythm everyday
I will never give up in life
as long as the sun shines
and keeps a smile on my face
This place called my heart
Will continue to be pure and full of love