The Answer

Fire blazing right beside me
Heats up my mind with all these crazy thoughts
Headaches come and go
No one's around but me
The power of emotions is killing me
Left plenty of scars that are not healing
My mind plays tricks on me every hour
I hear her voice blowing past my ears
Could this be real
Hours passed and her voice was gone
My hopes had disappeared
Fire still ablaze with no sound
Why am I confused for
The answer is pretty clear on what's happening
I avoid the truth
Carrying on with my life as I did before
Time passes by
I heard her voice again calling out to me
Looking around I see a figure at the door
Is my mind still paying with my emotions
I gave in and went to the door
As I approached the door
Her voice became louder, more clearer
I grabbed the knob and turned it
It was her
Standing there looking beautiful as always
She spoke the words I love you
Silence surround us both
Something clicked in my head
The answer came out of no where
The answer is
Love don't live here no more
Waving goodbye and shut the door
The fire went out peacefully
Now my mind is back to normal

The Real Deal

Hello sweet heart
Do I make you feel special
Turning all your dreams into a reality
I hope I do
All that matters is that your happy
But I have something to tell you
The real deal is that
I can't get enough of your love
What it does to me is remarkable
Having you love in my heart keeps me alive
Turning all my pain and sadness
Into a new level pleasure and happiness
Having you by my side is a blessing
I can not thank God enough for who he has put into my life
You know me
My weakness, secrets and all
Hiding anything from you
Will just make things a lot difficult between us
Your name is tatted on my heart
Not with ink but with love
We create art when we are together
Surrounding us with the most brightly colors to show our love
I'm in love with the inner you
Your style, beauty and personality are so unique
To the point where I fall deeper into your love spell
Forcing me to be at your will
I do it all for you
For our future together
Nothing is stopping me from being real with you
Keep loving me the same sweet heart
And I'll try my best
To give you the world
And that is the real deal

Past to the Future

Remember life back then
With no worries or stress
No heartache or drama
Just living life
Feelings came and left without a trace
Being the fun type of person
Who fought against the rules
Living your imagination as if they were real
Alone
I played in the corner
Just talking to myself and my action figures
Boom, boom, bam, bam
All day long I played
No room for a girl friend or a boo thing
Just me and my toys
Kicking it like we where best friends
But time
Slowly began to change things
No more talking or playing alone
I had friends
Friends that I could depend on no matter what
Girls began to start catching my eyes
I look and stare
They look back and smile
One thing lead to another
Now we dating and my whole life change
Made money so I could buy her the finest things
Just to keep her happy
Thought I was doing good but things change
Now
I'm back where I started
Working to become the best I can be
Continuing to go through life lessons
All I can do is be me
A man who is focused on changing the world
With just one idea
Still
The past will be the past
And the future will be my future
But somehow
The past still tries to haunt me

Free Falling

I'm free falling through adult hood
where the childish things are gone
Gone so I can become better as a person
All day I work
Work so I can make something of myself
To be a Nobel prize winner
Or the governor of a state
Who know's

I'm free falling through love
where there is no such thing as a perfect relationship
Old romance slowly fades
Bringing in new types of love
New friends, new conversations, new experiences
Love sits right in front of me
Waiting for me to see
That there is something out there for me

I'm free falling through issues
where the small one's lead to bigger problems
Letting go of it all helps me realize
Problems come and they go
Only thing that matters is how it will get fix
Slowly avoiding the drama, the heartbreaks and the stress
helps me see all the possible solution to any problem
Understanding all the outcomes and the circumstances

I'm free falling through time
where I don't know when to slow down
Days passes by so fast
The nights come with no sound, no noise
All I see is the future
Staying strong to my goals, my dreams that I want to accomplish
Time has an ability to heal old scars
So there will be no holding back from the new

I'm free falling through it all
No one else but me
I'll keep falling till the end
Goals are set and on the movement
I will keep free falling
Till I land on success

Silent Night

Silent nights
Makes life so peaceful and calm
Sitting upon my mind is you
Wondering what's on your mind
During the days
Time moves at a slow pace
Tip toeing over the minutes
Crawling to the next hours
While I try to live
My mind becomes over charged with thoughts
from the past
Headaches on both sides of the brain
pauses my thoughts about the future
Old thought curves my path
Telling myself to go left
Left is where your heart is
A bond too strong to waste
Fight to never lose or regret anything together
Comes with a price
Issues, arguments, disagreements
Could all lead the end of us
Other days
My mind tells me to go right
Right to the independent life
Solo to the fullest
Growing on my own experience's to what life has to offer
Now what is there to do
One brain, two decisions
Time will be the judge of it
Can't waste time thinking "what if"
Taking this walk down the path of uncertainties
Some times makes me realize
I am not what you want
As I sit under this silent night
I am just turning into
A memory of the past

Feeling It

I'm feeling it
Life with your love
is like a full bloomed rose
It's just that beautiful
I see perfection when I look at you
No flaws
Your eye's
Helps me see a new world
A world of unconditional love

I'm feeling it
Your sweet taste from a kiss
is like a caramel sundae
Full of flavor and love
I just can't get enough
The power of your taste
can make the hunger pains go away
All I need is you
I will never starve with your love

I'm feeling it
Your touch is like a shockwave
It circulates all over my body
To make my passion, love awaken
All from just from one touch
Loving who you are everyday
Keeps me at bay
Adventures for new experiences
Morning sunrise kisses
Too walks under the moonlight skies
makes me never what to let go of you

I'm feeling it
I'm feeling it
I'm feeling it
You are my world
Enough said