Closing the Book

There's one book I've read over and over again

That book called "LOVE"

I've been stuck on this book for so long that it's hard to finish reading

So many chapters about trust, honestly and commitment has me at a halt

Trying to understand the meaning of love

It's not that easy

Day by day I read a chapter

Turning every page acting as if I understand what it meant

But I don't

Forcing myself to deal with the things in life

Trying to compare the books meaning and my own meaning didn't mix

I had hoped things would change for the better

But it did kind of in way

Times when I did things the book told me to do didn't work

Realizing making sacrifices is needed for love

This book taught me a lot about things what to do and what not to do

As I approached the last few pages

I sat there and wondered thinking to myself

That this book isn't for me to follow

Create my own path of love that would make me feel appreciated for the rest of your life

It's never to late to fully understand somethings

Making my life more clearer and more pleasant 

I have to follow my own heart and intuition 

I'm finally closing this book of love

Surprisingly

It had an happy ending