Seduction

Deep within my heart
I can feel the temptation burning inside you
Before our lips ignites together
Before my body bonds with yours
You seduce me with those beautiful eye's
Eye's filled with passion and power
I became paralyzed
Trying to move my hands to touch your body
But I couldn't
Everything seems to be in slow motion
I'm frozen while you seduce me
Laid back, eye's locked on your's while your lips tease my neck
Your heartbeat begin to play a love song
Play that tone that I love to hear
My blood boils
The temperature rises with every touch
Our breathing inclines
Deeper and deeper
Pulling you towards my pleasure
Begins to intensify the moment
You looked away
My hands are free now
Roaming around the forbidden area
Laying you down so you can feel all of me
You pull me closer and closer till we're connected
The passion between us seems like a dream but feels so real
Then our eye's connect
We're beyond moon and the stars
Flying high we go
Trying not to stop until we reach our destination
Your sounds can be heard from miles away
I love every tone you make
Your my favorite song and I'm your favorite instrument
You squeeze me tighter and tighter
Giving me that right signal
Your eye's roll back
You reached the promise land
One last kiss before the night end
Grabbing you closer so you can still feel our bond
Seduction took over tonight
The night slowly came to an end

Let Me Show You

I know theres other people in your life

But theres no one like me

I just want to be the only one in your world

The one you come to when you sad, happy, or lonely

I'll always welcome you with open arms

I just really love when you make it home to me

Yes, I'm selfish I know 

I can't help it

Let me show you that I'm real

No time for games anymore

I'll give my best to make you happy

My promises will never go unbroken 

I don't ever want to see you cry again

Let me be the reason you shine everyday 

Having a love that can stand close to perfect

Would make life worth living with you

I know theres places you want to go

So let me show you the world

With you along my side

We are invincible

No problem, issue or person

Can break us apart

Lets show the world that anything is possible

Through being deeply in love

Let me prove my love

Doing then things that most wont do

Giving you all of me

I'll be strong enough for us both

Measuring my love for you would be impossible

Just let me love you the right way

Having you happy is all I want

So let me show you what's real

End of the Road

Once again it's that time
That time where we embrace what we learned and strive to better ourselves
It is almost time to begin a new chapter in my book
Each day I have grown physically, mentally and spiritually
Relationships, friends and my family bond will never change
I am the same me just more mature
I have shared my up's and downs
My good days and bad days
Things happen for a reason

I'm me
The one who can solve any problem through trying
Never give up
Living in a world where there are not a lot of black CEO's
My dream is to change that
Trying my best to make my dreams come true
With God's help anything is possible

But I made it
I love the feeling of success
The power of hard work, sacrifice and faith
Can take you along way in this world
I'm beating the statistics and I'm loving every bit of it
Being around positive people and with the support from the family
I did what most thought I couldn't do

Till we meet again in corporate america
This isn't a goodbye
More like an I'll meet you at the top
But for this road where I am now
Is coming to an end

Blind Love

If only you knew how my love for you is above it all
Every time I'm around you
All I can see is beauty
Beauty like no other in this world
My love is blind for you
I don't care about the material things or how far you are
All I care about is how far our love will go
Deeper then the ocean
Higher then the blue skies
I have surpassed all your flaws and your mistakes
Your past is your past
Whatever you have done then has no effect on what we will do in the future
I can see myself with you forever
Racing though life with you by my side is a blessing
Lets travel the world
Where we can spend romantic and memorable nights together
The thing about us is that I can feel its real
Realer then life itself
Everything we share amazing
I'll give you my last if I have too
I cannot tell where God is taking us
All I know is that my love is blind
And it's the greatest feeling

Last Words

Riding on this long highway alone
Made me realize how I feel about you
Trying to drive the speed limit to your love
Has my heart wanting to break the rules
Someone in the other lane on the same path as I am
This isn't a race nor is this a battle
Just a two way lane to your love
Mile after mile I wait patiently
While the love patrol wanting me incarcerated for loving wrong
But I can't slow down now
I've been on this road for awhile
Why stop now
Gas near empty but I don't care
Your love is the only thing I need
Traffic builds, rainy weather I can barely see
Night time falls
I'm trying to hold on strong until I reach you
But something happen that night
Swerving off the road
Hitting a tree knocked me unconscious
Paramedics came and took me away
When I came too I didn't know anything
My name, why I was there nothing
Hurt badly and alone
All I could do was pray
Until you walked in
Memories started to arrive
I started remembering everything
You smiled and said I love you
I smiled back
I was on my way to bring you back
She said I never left
My heart set ablaze
Now I knew nothing could break us apart
The light started to fade and the warmth turned cold
Eyes closed
I love you too
Those were my last words

End Of Time

Morning my love
Today couldn't have start off more perfect
Waking up beside your beauty
Sunlight shining off your gorgeous skin
Makes me feel like I have everything I ever wanted right now
Today is Valentines day baby
There's so much I want to do for you
But theres only one thing I can truly give you
Just kissing you to show how much I love you isn't enough
Neither is giving you a nice breakfast in bed this morning
This day is really just another day
To show you how much you mean to me
A gift cannot amount to how much I love you
Candle light dinner, roses and diamonds
Are just material things
What I want to give you today
Is all my love I have to offer
Today shouldn't be the only day I show my love to you baby
This should be every day, every hour, every minute
My love for you is unconditional
Your in my heart for a life time sweetness
No matter what we go through
How many arguments, fights or disagreements we have
I'll fight for your love
What I see when I look at you is a mans dream come true
Your perfect in my eye's
So today is just a small portion
For what I have to offer you
Till the end of time

Love Song

Waking up every morning with you on my mind
Has made me realize how important you are to me
Being the lover that I am
Will give you all my love
The compassion, the romance and the physical part of our relationship
Brought in new experiences that I love sharing with you
Understanding each other was hard at first
But once I heard your love song
You became apart of me
Deep down inside I was scared
Scared to fall too deep into something that I wasn't ready for
But you freed me from being scared
Once I opened my heart to you
I saw the world clearer
I used to hate when you left my presences
Now
This distances has made us stronger in the most unusual way
I can't explain how I feel when I'm near you
There's so much that my mind and body goes through from just your touch
Im your knight and shining armor
Your my heart and my world
With your love song on repeat
I feel invincible and powerful
My favorite verse from your song is
Love me now and I'll love you till the end of the world
Your not perfect but I know your love is real
Plays daily in my heart

Dear Queen

To my sweet queen

You mean the world to me

I can't tell you how much I love you 

There's no measurement to the amount of love I have for you

Your beauty is one of a kind

Looking at you makes the world seem more alive

Making our love frame a picture perfect

Me and your colors create art together

Kissing you takes my breath away

Having my body tingle all over

You treat me as your king

Catering to me when I need you the most

Sitting there listening when I need is a listener

The more we're around each other, the more I fall for you

Giving you my all plus more

Equals my unconditional love for you

Anything you want and need

I'll have it as fast as I can

As time moves forward

Our love grows pass the worlds limits

Above the stars to the next galaxy 

Your my queen

I'm your king

Lets make this love story 

A never ending one

Only Human

I'm only human

I have made my mistakes in life

We all have

Trying to understand the world can be difficult

Learning what's important in life takes time

Knowing what's right and what's wrong

Which road to take when I'm standing at a cross-road

I stand there thinking

Trying to decide on which way to go

I've been told to never go backwards 

So I should keep moving forward

I don't want to be filled with pain, anger or stress

Just happiness

Looking for the positive things in life

Overcoming every obstacles that comes my way

Strategizing my next move so I wont fail

I'm learning being patient is the key

Loving who I am and who I will become

Still slowly adapting to the change

Leaving the past in the past

Waiting patiently for my future

I still have a lot to learn and some more mistakes to make

I'm not perfect and nobody is

Because we're all just human

First Week Down

Coming back to ECU for my final semester has already pushing me to work hard. I can honestly say that Economics is a good fit for me and I understand what my professors be talking about. (sometimes) But something happened to me that hasn't happen to me since freshman year. Monday afternoon is my first class of the day and I was super excited. I walked to class bumping my R&B music feeling good. When I arrived to the classroom, I walked in and it was the wrong class. I had a feeling it was because I was in a class where my friend is trying to be a doctor but I played it cool. I sat down and the teacher said "hello, did you just add this class." I smiled and said I think so knowingly I was in the wrong class. I checked my class schedule on my phone and I was in the wrong one. Everyone in there had the same major except me. I acted like nothing was wrong so I sat there for 10 minutes until I decided to get up. I smiled at everyone and told them to have a good day. When I opened the door I heard everyone laughing at me. I just shook my head and started laughing too. Great way to start off my year.

I see a lot of people excited about graduating in May. Honestly, I will miss the great old college experience. Well here at least but I love ECU. I had did this for the things for the first time and learned a lot about myself. Having motivating friends that have goals in their lives are hard to find. I'm glad I found them while I was in college. Making it to college has been a blessing. Only faith and the love I have for God has me motivated to do more. I want to better myself more not just by the knowledge but as a better person. I have my flaws and I'm not perfect but I try to be the greatest person by my actions. I'm determined to live my life to the fullest and trying to live without no regrets. The love and support from friends and family has been amazing and I can thank God for the people he put in my life.

Time is ticking and it's not slowing down. May will be here in a matter of months. Live your life to the fullest while you can because after college..... IT GET'S REAL

Keep Pushing Yourself

The start of 2012 has changed me already. I've been reading my first book in a long time called "How To Get Out Of Your Own Way" by Tyrese Gibson. I'm only on the 2nd chapter and I can feel the change in myself already. His book talks about always staying positive in life and loving yourself. If you know what you want in life and your spirit is positive, you will push yourself past your limit. I'm understanding things more about myself and the more I read, the more I am changing for the better. It's like I want to do more with my life. I just don't want to stop with a 4 year college degree, I want to achieve higher. I'm thinking about going to graduate school for MIS. If you know me you'll know that I really didn't like school. But for some reason I do now. Reading this book has influenced me to want to learn more. I don't want to know everything but I want to understand things. I've became more ambitious about life and learning. I also changed the way I think and live my life.

I love everything about technology. The more things are invented, the more I want to learn about them. Technology has really impact my life in a way that most people don't understand. For instance, if there is a problem with a computer I will sit there till I fix it. I hate to give up on things that I know I can fix. I don't believe in giving up on anything. I like to help people if they cannot solve a problem. Life is so much better when you help people in need. The key to pushing yourself is believing in yourself. If you keep thinking positive and tell yourself you can do it your mind will make you do it. It all starts with you pushing your mind with positive thoughts and your body will follow. I can see myself as a CEO of a company, successful, and happy. When the time comes to be a husband and a father, I want to be financially stable to take care of things.

So learn who you are and want to become. With God on your side anything is possible so keep your spirit high and positive. Surround yourself around positive people so it will rub on you also. Push yourself past your limit to find a new satisfying life. If you think you can, you will and keep God first.

Game of Love

I woke up early this morning thinking about love. Why...because I love to love. Understanding what love is can be difficult to some people but to me I think it's natural. I was raised around people who loved me for who I am. Being around positive people can impact your life in so many way's. I'm a young man who enjoy's life and everything that it has to offer. Love make's me feel good inside no matter who its from or how I show love to other's. Being in a 6 year relationship has taught me a thing or two about real love. I can't lie, I have done some crazy thing's during my relationship days. Love will make you do that sometimes. But I show my love in so many different ways. I am a giver and supporter. If I have it I'll share it and if I could i'll give you my last. I enjoy doing that for people who I think deserves it. Not everyone is going to receive your love the right way. Some people take advantage of your love because they know you will do it no matter what. I have ran into that a few times but its a learning lesson in life. Most people try to find that "PERFECT" love but there's no such thing. Love come in different shapes and forms but how you show it is the most important thing.

Love is like a game sometimes. You have to roll an imaginary dice to count how many steps you want to move forward or to even take a chance at love. You win some and you lose some that's life. But to me you don't lose. You learn from every experience even though you don't realize it yet. There will be times where you have to press pause during your love life to evaluate who you are and who you want to be with. That's understandable because it is needed. It's about taking risks with the "right" person. Who is the right person for you? Only you and God know. Nobody can tell you who you should be with or force you to love someone. That's not love at all. It might take some of us to find that right person but eventually you will.

Love is a beautiful thing and I am not ashamed to admit it. The key to real love is being friends. Having that friend who has always been there for you through it all. The one who can just listens to your problems without even judging you and the one that really cares about you emotionally and mentally. My father told me the one who "YOU" know will have your back regardless is a keeper and I understand that now. There's something in your heart that will tell you who's right for you but never rush it. Take all the time you need to understand yourself first then understand them. Over the past few years I have gained friends and now they are started to fade. I know who my real friends are and I know there not going anywhere. I believe love is out there for everyone to feel and enjoy with somebody. Live, Love, and Laugh are the three things you should do everyday in your life. There are no rules to this Game of Love so play it your own way but with your heart.

Closing the Book

There's one book I've read over and over again

That book called "LOVE"

I've been stuck on this book for so long that it's hard to finish reading

So many chapters about trust, honestly and commitment has me at a halt

Trying to understand the meaning of love

It's not that easy

Day by day I read a chapter

Turning every page acting as if I understand what it meant

But I don't

Forcing myself to deal with the things in life

Trying to compare the books meaning and my own meaning didn't mix

I had hoped things would change for the better

But it did kind of in way

Times when I did things the book told me to do didn't work

Realizing making sacrifices is needed for love

This book taught me a lot about things what to do and what not to do

As I approached the last few pages

I sat there and wondered thinking to myself

That this book isn't for me to follow

Create my own path of love that would make me feel appreciated for the rest of your life

It's never to late to fully understand somethings

Making my life more clearer and more pleasant 

I have to follow my own heart and intuition 

I'm finally closing this book of love

Surprisingly

It had an happy ending

The Blues

The sweet melody from your love
Play's every time I'm with you
My love for you isn't going no where
I hate not feel you when your not even here
But I can feel it from your blues
Your blue's can make a smile deaf man smile
My heart matches your heart's rhythm with your blue's
I will never understand the way you can make me feel
All I know is that your blues pick's me up when they tried to put me down
To hear and feel your blues is a blessing
Only true love can hear it play
I can't fake this feeling
The way your blues make me feel is beyond anything in this world
Don't even stop the music baby
I can put your blues on repeat for the rest of my life
Living is much more meaningful with your blues
There's not much I can say bad about your blues
Playing in my heart daily
Not every skipping a beat
No instrument can play your blues
Only your love
Just like the blue sky's
Rain nor pain can keep me from loving your blues
So baby keep on playing your music
Cause all I need is your blues

Warm Heart

Filled in my warm heart
Is you
The woman of my dreams
My future and my last
The woman who brought light into my world
The one who supports me through it all
You helped heal all my wounds and scars
My pain and suffering
Making everything in my world peaceful
My heart beats only from your love
Keeping me strong, passionate and alive
Without you in my heart
I'll be lost
Lost in a world of confusion
Having you by my side
I feel as if I am the luckiest man alive
To be with someone like you
Is a dream come true
Your beautiful, smart and unique
That's what I love about you
Every beautiful thing reminds me of you
Your like a rose that blooms in the morning sun
and a diamond that sparkles under the moon light
I'm glad what we have
This is something irreplaceable and truly a blessing
I will always and forever
Keep you where you deserve to be in
My warm heart

Valley of Roses

Walking through a valley of roses
Searching for the right type of love
Slowly pacing myself
Looking up and down
Right to left
No one in sight but me
Patiently waiting for her to arrive
Maybe she's right in front of me
But where
I've been lost since the last summer
Thought time would help but it didn't
The smell of your roses left it's scent
Every breeze blows it right in my face
Trying to avoid stepping on the roses below me
Guarding myself from all these flying insects
I'm almost at the top of a hill
A body figure stands right in front the sunset
The wind blows me right to it
Heart pounding as I get closer
A new feeling starting to come upon me
This feeling of hope
It was her
The angel I've been searching for
She smiles and grabs my hand
Follow me she said
After that no words were spoken
But this very moment felt right
Walking through this valley of roses together
Was the happiest moment in my life
She could tell that my love for her is real
We found our way out
But before we left
She gazed into my eyes
And said sorry for keeping you waiting
Pulling me closer she kissed me
Lips so warm, full of passion
Made me believe that
True love is real

The Answer

Fire blazing right beside me
Heats up my mind with all these crazy thoughts
Headaches come and go
No one's around but me
The power of emotions is killing me
Left plenty of scars that are not healing
My mind plays tricks on me every hour
I hear her voice blowing past my ears
Could this be real
Hours passed and her voice was gone
My hopes had disappeared
Fire still ablaze with no sound
Why am I confused for
The answer is pretty clear on what's happening
I avoid the truth
Carrying on with my life as I did before
Time passes by
I heard her voice again calling out to me
Looking around I see a figure at the door
Is my mind still paying with my emotions
I gave in and went to the door
As I approached the door
Her voice became louder, more clearer
I grabbed the knob and turned it
It was her
Standing there looking beautiful as always
She spoke the words I love you
Silence surround us both
Something clicked in my head
The answer came out of no where
The answer is
Love don't live here no more
Waving goodbye and shut the door
The fire went out peacefully
Now my mind is back to normal

The Real Deal

Hello sweet heart
Do I make you feel special
Turning all your dreams into a reality
I hope I do
All that matters is that your happy
But I have something to tell you
The real deal is that
I can't get enough of your love
What it does to me is remarkable
Having you love in my heart keeps me alive
Turning all my pain and sadness
Into a new level pleasure and happiness
Having you by my side is a blessing
I can not thank God enough for who he has put into my life
You know me
My weakness, secrets and all
Hiding anything from you
Will just make things a lot difficult between us
Your name is tatted on my heart
Not with ink but with love
We create art when we are together
Surrounding us with the most brightly colors to show our love
I'm in love with the inner you
Your style, beauty and personality are so unique
To the point where I fall deeper into your love spell
Forcing me to be at your will
I do it all for you
For our future together
Nothing is stopping me from being real with you
Keep loving me the same sweet heart
And I'll try my best
To give you the world
And that is the real deal

Past to the Future

Remember life back then
With no worries or stress
No heartache or drama
Just living life
Feelings came and left without a trace
Being the fun type of person
Who fought against the rules
Living your imagination as if they were real
Alone
I played in the corner
Just talking to myself and my action figures
Boom, boom, bam, bam
All day long I played
No room for a girl friend or a boo thing
Just me and my toys
Kicking it like we where best friends
But time
Slowly began to change things
No more talking or playing alone
I had friends
Friends that I could depend on no matter what
Girls began to start catching my eyes
I look and stare
They look back and smile
One thing lead to another
Now we dating and my whole life change
Made money so I could buy her the finest things
Just to keep her happy
Thought I was doing good but things change
Now
I'm back where I started
Working to become the best I can be
Continuing to go through life lessons
All I can do is be me
A man who is focused on changing the world
With just one idea
Still
The past will be the past
And the future will be my future
But somehow
The past still tries to haunt me

Free Falling

I'm free falling through adult hood
where the childish things are gone
Gone so I can become better as a person
All day I work
Work so I can make something of myself
To be a Nobel prize winner
Or the governor of a state
Who know's

I'm free falling through love
where there is no such thing as a perfect relationship
Old romance slowly fades
Bringing in new types of love
New friends, new conversations, new experiences
Love sits right in front of me
Waiting for me to see
That there is something out there for me

I'm free falling through issues
where the small one's lead to bigger problems
Letting go of it all helps me realize
Problems come and they go
Only thing that matters is how it will get fix
Slowly avoiding the drama, the heartbreaks and the stress
helps me see all the possible solution to any problem
Understanding all the outcomes and the circumstances

I'm free falling through time
where I don't know when to slow down
Days passes by so fast
The nights come with no sound, no noise
All I see is the future
Staying strong to my goals, my dreams that I want to accomplish
Time has an ability to heal old scars
So there will be no holding back from the new

I'm free falling through it all
No one else but me
I'll keep falling till the end
Goals are set and on the movement
I will keep free falling
Till I land on success

Silent Night

Silent nights
Makes life so peaceful and calm
Sitting upon my mind is you
Wondering what's on your mind
During the days
Time moves at a slow pace
Tip toeing over the minutes
Crawling to the next hours
While I try to live
My mind becomes over charged with thoughts
from the past
Headaches on both sides of the brain
pauses my thoughts about the future
Old thought curves my path
Telling myself to go left
Left is where your heart is
A bond too strong to waste
Fight to never lose or regret anything together
Comes with a price
Issues, arguments, disagreements
Could all lead the end of us
Other days
My mind tells me to go right
Right to the independent life
Solo to the fullest
Growing on my own experience's to what life has to offer
Now what is there to do
One brain, two decisions
Time will be the judge of it
Can't waste time thinking "what if"
Taking this walk down the path of uncertainties
Some times makes me realize
I am not what you want
As I sit under this silent night
I am just turning into
A memory of the past

Feeling It

I'm feeling it
Life with your love
is like a full bloomed rose
It's just that beautiful
I see perfection when I look at you
No flaws
Your eye's
Helps me see a new world
A world of unconditional love

I'm feeling it
Your sweet taste from a kiss
is like a caramel sundae
Full of flavor and love
I just can't get enough
The power of your taste
can make the hunger pains go away
All I need is you
I will never starve with your love

I'm feeling it
Your touch is like a shockwave
It circulates all over my body
To make my passion, love awaken
All from just from one touch
Loving who you are everyday
Keeps me at bay
Adventures for new experiences
Morning sunrise kisses
Too walks under the moonlight skies
makes me never what to let go of you

I'm feeling it
I'm feeling it
I'm feeling it
You are my world
Enough said

God's Angel

A woman so strong
So beautiful
Couldn't have been more loving and caring
for the people around her
She had a voice of an angel
Who spoke God's words into peoples hearts
A woman who could play the sweetest melody in your soul
Could change a rainy day into a brighter day
That brings a sense of happiness in our lives
Being a inspiration to others
She lived to motivate and encourage others to live life
to the fullest
Her strength was beyond the word powerful
Giving and sharing love to people from her heart
Made the world a better a place
God made her for a reason
An angel so pure and dedicated to him
Shown many of us life can come and go
But she hasn't left us
She lives in a special place where no other can replace her
In our hearts
So smile down upon us our angel
Your in God's arms now
Give us the strength to continue living a life
That would keep that perfect smile on your face
We love you with all our hearts
Thank you for what you've done in our lives
And continue being
God's angel

Rest in Peace- Deborah High

Just Life

       I thought a lot things, life I should say. LIfe is to short to be worrying about issues and problems. People should live their life the way they want to with no regrets. I hear people say live your life to the fullest....What does that mean to some. Well to me it means live your life and do not let nothing stop you. Do everything you set your mind to and achieve every goal you have in mind. Living isn't all about being famous or becoming something your not. Do what God has planned for you. What I learned about life is that you cant change someone else's just cause your not satisfied with what they are doing or what they are not doing. Change happens within ones self, not for others but for themselves. Change can either be good or bad. You just have to know what change is "Best" for you. I think that people should like you for the person you are and not try to change you. Humans are not perfect. We all do things that some others do not like and sometimes we do great things that they do. So with that being said we all make mistakes. Big ones or small ones it doesn't matter we all do.

       People say patients is a virtue...Sometimes I believe it and sometimes I don't. Patient can mean tolerance, restraint, endurance, tenacity staying power and determination. A lot of people today do not have patience's for nothing but the one's that do really show character. People have their times when they give up being patient. You shouldn't give up on something you've been waiting for cause that will be a regret. Love, Laugh and Live are the 3 L's I hear people saying a lot. Love, is a very strong word. What I say is if you don't mean it, don't say it. It means intimacy, attachment, devotion, adoration, passion, lust and desire. Love can bring happiness and joy to your life and it can also bring pain and hurtful feelings that you cant even imagine. Love is something so serious it will make you do crazy things. But being in love have no limits. Live, can bring peace and freedom. The one's that does not live life will sometimes live a bad life. I'm not saying all lives will end up that way but it might. Live is to have an exciting or fulfilling life. No one can tell you how to live your life cause its yours. And last but not least laugh. Laugh can bring light or amusement to your life. It might even bring up your day or make you feel extra special in the inside. Everyone needs a laugh every now and then. But with all this what im trying to say is do you. Do not limit your mind to one thing. You should experience as much as you want, remember its your life. Believe in yourself and everything will be alright.

Morning Beauty

Waking up to something beautiful beside me
I saw you
Seeing the inner you which I love the most
Your heart beats in the most peaceful rhyme
Takes me on a journey to your love world
A world so bright, passionate and relaxing
brings my love to a new height

Looking into your eyes
I see life
Life full of excitement I wanted to be part of
Your eye's are different then most women
You saw the beauty in life in the most unique way
Relying on what you saw more then what you hear
Made me want to show you how strong my love is for you

But our eye's had something in common
Both were full of love and passion
Our mark in our eye's made me realize
We were made for each other
Romance came faster then we thought
It played its part well as we took a trip on the love road
You smile from just a kiss on your forehead
My lips are your's and your's alone

I wipe the morning out of your eye's
While the sun shines on your perfect brown skin
We stare at each other in silence
No words can interrupt this very moment
Right now
Your the most beautiful thing God has created
Till the next morning and the end of time
You will still be my morning beauty

Coldest Winter

As the blue skies turn cloudy
There's a cold front blowing my way
That turns everything cold
Even a person's heart

Fire burns brightly in the fire place
The flames warms the house
But one room
Remains colder then the winter snow

The bedroom
Hasn't been used in weeks
An empty room full of memories
Memories that are hard to forget

Bundled up in a winter coat and a blanket
Sleeping near the fire place every night
Looking outside the window
There are snow flakes falling none stop

Just reminds me of the tears flowing from your face
The wind blowing harder and harder each day
I hear your voice saying "I love you"
Am I losing my mind or are you really there

Confusion sitting in the middle of my head
Alone I stay
Managing my time praying
Praying to wake up from this bad dream

Waiting to feel the warmth from the bedroom again
Maybe sooner then later
I hope so
This has been the coldest winter

My Last Summer

My last summer was interesting
but different for the others
It came faster then I thought
and left without a goodbye kiss or hug
First day of summer
The days were relaxing and peaceful
Sun rise shined brightly everyday
which kept a smile on my face
I couldn't of been more happier
Vacation was just around the corner
All the plans in my head of doing the impossible
made me want to do it all
So I did
Traveled miles and miles away from my confront zone
Just to feel the breeze and warmth from the summer climate
Life was good
New experiences brought me closer to loving life itself
Time flew by
the days of happiness where coming to an end
I left my mark on my last day
heading back to the real world to grow
Then came the rainy days
Clouds turned more grayer
as the summer time declined
I saw a different type of patterns in the clouds
Things became more darker, colder, and dull
I couldn't stop the rain from falling
So I waited
Waited to see the sun shine high in the blue sky's
but it didn't
Then came a hurricane
high winds and rain flooded the roads
Which way to go from here
Damage struck like a head on collision
this made me realize it was over
My summer time is gone for good
I can't lie
It was good while it lasted
But till the next summer time comes around
That was my last summer

Fire

Hey baby
Can I be the fire to your soul
the one who ignites your love
Passion and all your desires
See baby
I have fuel for love
Waiting for it to catch a light
Can you be that one

Hey baby
Can I make your dreams come true
Damn right
All I need is the green light
Once the fire starts baby
It will never go out
Having our mind, body and soul connected
Will take our love to a new high
Can you give me all your love

Hey baby
Can you take the burn from my touch
your veins boil
Hotter and hotter as we touch
Steam surround our bodies
as if we was in a sauna
Don't be afraid of a little heat
Cause I will always be there to keep you warm
Can I set our love on fire

Hey baby
Can I surround you with my flames of passion
Turning you on to make the water hose flow
Please don't put out the fire baby
With you oil on me
this fire will never extinguish
I am your fire baby

The Mountain Climb

Here we are
Another mountain in between us
I cannot feel your love anymore
Did it float down the river of lost love
or did it get stuck in the cave of no return
Being me
I will try to overcome this mountain
to reach the top for you
My feelings will make its way around the rocks
All I feel is what we use to have
The air thickens as I start climbing
anxious to see you at the top
to regain our love back
I hope your closer then me
Knowing I was on my way up too
I slip a couple of times
But I get back up for you
I can't let the mountain beat me or us
I'm halfway there
The clouds start to form around me
I can barely see
I hope your okay on your side
We have fought through harder times then this
So should I stop
As I start getting closer to the top
A sharp pain hits my chest
What is this pain I'm feeling
Fighting for you
I keep moving
Pain and all nothing can stop me
The love over powers the pain
I paid it no mind
A couple more feet
I hear the wind blowing towards me
Trying not to fall
I grab the ledge
Grip so tight I couldn't fall
Still blowing forceful winds
I still managed to hold
Wondering how you doing on your side
I push forward
I grab the top of the mountain
pulled myself up and smiled for you
but you wasn't there
I looked around but your still not here
Maybe you fell behind a little bit
So I waited
Then I looked over the ledge
there you were
Still at the bottom
Lost for words
I couldn't speak
You looked up and waved goodbye
turned around and walked away
Disappearing into the fog
What happened
I'm so confused right now
This whole time I was alone
Fighting through all these problems alone
I figured out what the pain was in my chest
It was the feeling of loneliness
Being tired from the climb and the pain
I was too tired to climb down
I walked to the ledge
opened my arms
and jumped into the wind
Letting the wind take me
Far, far away I go
That was the last mountain
I will ever climb alone again

She Loves Me

Why does she loves me unconditionally
I cannot figure out why
Maybe we both feel that connection
Oh so strong
I could love her till the end of time
I bet she'll love me more than life itself
Every time she says I love you to me
My heart beats
faster and faster
The thing she does for me goes unnoticed
But she loves doing it
I don't think she will ever stop loving me
Cause I can't stop loving her
Even though we're far apart
We both can feel the love
With the passion there too
Our love will cross the point of no return
The things we'd both do to each other
Would leave the mark of love inside both our hearts forever
I wouldn't mind at all
She loves me
She loves me
Sound good doesn't it
Tell me girl
How much you love me
Cause I can't get enough
I still don't know why
she loves me so much

Roller Coaster

Here I am
Waiting for another ride to start
I'm buckled up ready
Round and round we go
What's the problem now
Is it cause of me or you
we speed up
First loop comes so fast
I am not prepared
Smiling in my face like everything is good
I don't know what to believe anymore
I've been on this roller coaster to many times
Everything was good on the straight aways
but when a flip or curve came
Who gave up
Who made all these negative assumptions
You
And now I'm on this ride once again
When will it ever end
Tell me what's on your mind
I need to know
not tomorrow or next week
Now
You must not understand
How hard it is to stay on these so called "perfect" tracks
If we move to fast
we're going to fall off
But if we go to slow
Your going to be impatient
I tired to ride front seat
that lead me to heartaches
When I tried the back seat
You took advantage of my kindness
What to do
Where do we go from here
I'm getting tired of these changes
I can see it
Here comes the end
I'm waiting
Time passes
What happen
oh gosh here we go
Up, down, side to side
When will I ever get off this roller coaster

Love So High

When I see you
My love for you rises sky high
Higher then a fire cracker at it't highest
Further then the clouds above
I can't explain how this feels to me
Warm
where every touch ignites my passion
or more beautiful then the sun setting
During the most peaceful time of the day
With our love so high
we can do anything
Take over the world together
and even become king and queen
Where, any place you want
I can't help but feel this way
If I fight this feeling
I would lose
and my world would end
I don't want that to happen
Your love is all I have
Without it
I would be nothing
I hope our love stay's this high
cause I don't want to come down
I wouldn't change it for the world
All I know is that
This love has me so high

Lovin The Natural

Hey my sweet thing
I'm lovin the natural you
The one who gets dressed to impress
and make all the guys jaw drop with one look
I'm lovin the look
Your unique style turns me on
Can't no body work it like you
Your young, beautiful and amazing
In my eye's
I see a Nubian queen
Who can hold her own no matter what

Hey sweet thing
I'm loving your smile
A smile that can make a rainy day clear
It's just that perfect
You can't help but stare
I'm loving your eye's
one wink
Makes the fire burn in my heart
Caution
I can not stop myself after that
So keep looking the way you are
My sweet thing
cause I'm lovin the natural

Where I Found You

she sits here in front of me
With a puzzled face
She ask me questions about my past
I tell her the truth
Still
Looking at me puzzled
As if she don't believe me
My phone rings
"Hey" from a friend
She's paranoid and ask who is that
Tiffany from work
She just shook her head and walks away
Me with a blank stare on my face
Just let her be
I knew it wasn't nothing going on
But does she
I don't think she trust me at all
My past is coming back to hunt me
She gets dressed for a party
So she say's
All I can do is say ok
I trust her
Her phone rings
With no hesitation
She disappears with no goodbye
House quiet
Dog sleeping on the floor
I start to get hungry
I get in the car and drive to my favorite late night spot
Stop light red
I look into the sports bar
I saw her
Could that really be her
Eyes squinted so I could see further
It was her
Same dress, same hair and smile
With another guy
My heart started to pound harder
Old me would have went to jail that night
But I'm more mature then that
Green light
Cars blowing their horns at me
I drive off
Thoughts racing through my mind
Why
Why me after this long
What have I done to deserve this
I pull up to the driveway
Car in park
Radio off and all I can hear is the engine
What should I do
How do I act about this situation
I got out the car and walked in the house
Waiting patiently by the stairs
1 o'clock, 2 o'clock 3 o'clock
I hear keys on the door
It opens
She turns around to shut the door
looks back and sees me
She looks surprise
Oh your still up
Sitting there with a disturbed face
What's wrong she says
I asked her where she's been
Out with my friends she replied
I asked her again
Where have you been
Out with some friends
Stop the bull
I seen you with a guy in the sports bar
Her whole face language changes quick
No you didn't she said
I asked for her phone
She said hold up
I got up and grabbed it fast
It said I had a great night
Hope we can have more to come
It was a guy she met
On her business trip over the summer
All this talk about not having guys
Or talking to them at all
Was a lie
I was being played as a fool
And I felt bad for letting go my good friends for her
After this
I knew things wouldn't be the same
She said you was doing the same thing
Really
Is this your defense
You think I do the same as you
She asked for my phone
She looked at the text from tiffany
And it read
Congratulations on your new promotion
That's all she said
What more do you want
She's trying to make me feel bad
Due to my past experiences
They say two wrongs don't make a right
But I learned she aint the right one
I hope you enjoyed your night
This is your last with me
I'm not fighting for first
With another guy
I can do better
So gone back to the bar
Where I found you at

Something Missing

Day by day
I sit back and think about what I use to have
Why do things feel so different
I haven't felt this way in a while
Realizing something the most
when its gone is tough
wondering how you're doing
If your happy, sad or hurt
I don't know whats missing
Could it be the long talks we shared
or just the excitement from seeing you
time had made us grow even closer
So close that we almost did the unthinkable
but what we had was worth it all
understanding each other wasn't a problem
All I wanted was for you to be happy
but crossing that line
was something we just couldn't do
remembering and thinking about you
is all I can do right now
No voice to be heard
or no beautiful smile that would make a blind man see
Seems like it all came to a end to fast
things seem so dull right now
but I hope your happy
I'll sit here till the day I see you again
cause as of right now
I can feel something missing
in my life

For You To Know

I just want you to know
how I feel about you
I honestly can't live without you
Your different from the rest
unique in your own special way
The things you'll do for me
I bet no other woman would do
Life isn't worth living without you
Our special connection we have
can never be broken
even distances can't stop
how I feel about you
All I know is that
what we have is REAL
I can never go a day without thinking about you
Thinking about the first day I laid eyes on you
To the day I wake up to your beautiful self every morning
My heart is yours to keep forever
No matter what we will become
Lovers and friends
you will always have it
please don't lose it
So here it is
All that I have been hiding for so long
This is what I want you to know
your the best thing
that ever happened in my life

Found Love

I had a lot of trials with love
most of them ended up
with a heartbreak and pain
drama over nothing
screaming loudly in each others face
that lead to rain drops falling every night and day

They used me
only for my passion, money and kindness
I use to spoil them
with diamond earrings and necklaces
to  dinner and a movie every night
I gave them my last and my all

I just ended up hurting myself
couldn't do things I wanted to
cause I was trying so hard
to make them happy
and not myself
I need to learn from my past mistakes

Now you came in my life
things became different
we traded places
now I'm the one getting catered to
I see why they liked it so much
this feeling is all I needed to have

But I won't take advantage of this
let's make it even, a balance
so both of us will be happy
that's all I want to do
are you down
cause I'm glad I found love through you

Your Amazing

Not many words can describe you
Beautiful, loving, and independent
just isn't enough
The way I feel about you
Makes my dreams become a reality
I love the fact that you can be yourself
no matter where or who your with
Your always you

She makes my heart beat so powerful
as if I was an African Djembe drum
Beating so loudly
that the whole world would feel my love for her
I'm not scared of letting people know
what love really is
I'm just scared of losing someone as great as you
She made me see beyond true love

Her eye's, smile and beauty
is one in a million
She will make life worth living
with just one smile
Her eye's speak words from her heart
in a way her mouth cannot
She's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen
worth a picture in a frame
You would want to keep forever

I would climb the highest mountain for you
No pain can stop me from loving you
I think I found the perfect word
Your Amazing

I Cant Stop The Rain

Living in a world full of pain
with people smiling in you face everyday
The issues, problems arise every few days
trying to let it go
But I can't

What is there to do now
no matter what I do
I can't stop the rain
Her pretty brown eyes face full of tears
she comes to me
wanting me to stop the pain

I grab her closer to me
laid her head softly on my shoulder
Speaking the words "everything will be okay"
softly in her ear
She looks up at me with those beautiful eyes
and says "I know only with you"

I had no other choice
but to try to make her feel better
I held her close and we kissed
That night was the beginning of our fairy tale
life with her was great
Moonlight walks on the beach
road trips under the sunny sky's

Things couldn't have been better
as time passed
problems began to raise again
I hated making her cry
but everything I did
tears began to fall

Im lost in this so called relationship
Confusion, blindness and pain all in one
began to have its toll on me
My mind is overwhelmed with thoughts
I never wanted to think about
but it's to late now

I just wasn't enough
Things ain't always how they seem
after this long
no matter what I do
I can't stop the rain

Imagine That

Imagine you and I

alone for one weekend

Sitting high on a mountain peak

fire blazing brightly under the fire place

Holding you tightly like a shoe lace

looking into your beautiful eye's

have me wanting to improvise

this very moment

Our love and emotions boils over night

planning to let go and make love under the moonlight

My heart beats consistently when we touch

Oh how I love your touch so much

You started to kiss me all nice and slow

leaving me paralyzed from head to toe

My mind wonders into another zone

feeling a spontaneous tingle in my backbone

While the moonlight shines through the cabin window

I can see your beautiful smile glow

forcing my love and passion for you higher as we grow

only for you thought

I grab your hand

ready to ask that question I have planned

Will you marry me

because I never been in love so deeply

Your body froze and tears began to fall

there was nothing but a rainfall

of happiness falling from your face

You look at me and say yes

my heart full of love

lifted up as high as a white pigeon dove

We kissed and slept the night away

Ready to see what our wedding day would bring out way

I sit back and dream about that day

Can you imagine that

because its hard to imagine this alone

I'm in love with another

Im in love with another I can not lie
the thing she does for me seems unreal
Her warm touch ignites my mind and body
sending me into another world
full of love and happiness
One touch on your tongue
will make you feel like the king of the world
no one is above you
Her smell is like a field of roses
that pulls you in deeper and deeper
she wont ever let go
Her brown brown glazed skin is hard not to look at
she's the most beautiful things created
I love her so much
I just cant help it
My girlfriend get's mad when I'm not myself
when the other one in my system
I'm in a trends
I have to tell her tonight about us
but I'm nervous
When she walk's through the door I will tell her
Her she come's
One, Two, Three
Baby I'm in love with your apple pie

Pretty Red Rose

There are things about a red rose
that makes me think about you
The color of a rose
makes me feel the passion of our love
and how strong our love is for one another
The way you smile at me
is the most beautiful smile I've ever seen
As a red rose blooms
you become more gorgeous as well
I can't take my eye's off you
And I don't think I ever want to
as you grow, I grow as well
Not just as a person
but also you man
The stronger rose you become
the more of a steam I'll be for you
all I see is the most perfect thing God has created
The whole rose is you
your mind, body and beauty
All I want is one rose
not a dozen or a vase
just you
If water helps you survive
You'll get all the water you need
I'll be your nutrient and your sun
your everything I want and need
and I'll never let you go because
Your my pretty red rose

Love Through an Angels Eye's

Love through an angels eyes
is like flames of passion flowing through our veins
Inflaming our hearts and soul
to express our love in mysterious ways
Eyes as beautiful as an angel
makes you realize your special
Special enough to express all your love for her
Show her that she's the world to you
prove to her
Your love is like a never ending river
always flowing nonstop
full of love
Love through an angels eyes
is something more powerful than any ordinary love
From the way she makes you feel in the inside
to the way you express your intimacy
This is the best type of love
When you look into her eye's
time freezes
and everything around you wouldn't matter
She's all you need to be around
she can see right through your soul
Finding your most deepest thoughts
making your dreams come to reality
Just one look though an angels eye's
will bring love back into your life
Stronger then ever
the love will be unbreakable
The best love in the world is
Love through an angel's eyes

Strong Black Women

To the strong black women

Keep doing your thing

Continue living for you

And not for no wanna be rapper

Gain more knowledge by focusing on the important things in life

School, family and yourself

Tell people you will be somebody someday

Like Mya Angelou

Stand for what you believe in

And never change for no other person

Keep pushing through the good

The bad and the worst times in life

Stay strong and never give up

Keep hope alive and never accept defeat

You are the only one

That can beat yourself

You are a beautiful woman

No one can take that from you

Wake up each day

Tell yourself I am young, beautiful and loving woman

staying positive is the key

The only one who can judge you is God

And he will always on your side

Real men loves a strong black woman

They should...... NO

WILL treat you like you should be treated

As a black nubian queen that you are

One day you will have everything you've dreamed of

Just be patient

In time

You will be a CEO or a best seller author

You can be anything you put your mind to

Its up to you

If your not a strong black woman

They need your help

To carry on the legacy that other women left for you

To continue being

A strong black women

Something So Simple

There are things people can't help
Things such as being yourself
That there alone
is something most people can not do
They try to be something their not
and end up hurting themselves as well as others
If people do not like you for who you are
Then why be their friend or date them
Something simple as being you
can make life a whole lot better for you
Being something others want you to be will never work
You can make them happy but are you really happy
Most of the time no
but once you stop being fake
You'll fine true happiness in your life
This is something so simple

No Perfect Love

Every Morning

I wake up to the most gorgeous woman on this earth

She stares in my eyes

As if I was everything she needed

I thought our love was perfect

At least she made it feel that way

theres no problem I cant solve in a test of our love

She wakes up and make a delicious breakfast

We eat and talk before we separate before work

I gave her a kiss goodbye and told her I loved her

She smiled and said it back to me

But as she walked out the door

A strange feeling came out of no where

This feeling was something I've never felt before

I tried not to pay it no mind but it bothered me all day

while i was working

Something told me to call her

I did but no answer

I don't like to assume things so I just stayed positive about it

Maybe she's still working or in a meeting

So I waited and tried again thirty minutes later

Still no answer

Okay, maybe I just wait till she calls me 

I finished my work early so I left work early

I stopped at starbucks for my favorite white mocha latter

I decided to surprise her and cook dinner tonight 

So I stopped and bought a few things and headed home

As I approached the driveway 

I see her car there

I wondering why she's home so early

I get out the car wondering what is going on

I open the door and saw nothing..

She wasn't in the kitchen or the living room

Maybe she's taking a nap I thought

I walk up stairs and open the door

There she was laying there with nothing but a robe on

Before I could say hey love

A man walked out the bathroom

I dropped everything and gave both of them the stale face

She said baby let me explain

Time stopped and everything was frozen

I zoned out

All I could think about is tearing his head off

But I didn't

My heart just stopped as if I've been shot right there

for some reason I smiled a the both of them

Left and walked down stairs 

she chased me and pulled me back

I told her don't touch me and get out

she begged and pleaded

I told her just leave and ill have all your stuff sent to his house

both of them left

I sat there puzzled 

I asked myself what just happen

From that day forward

I promised not to give my all 

Until I felt the same from her

because theres no perfect love

The Only One

Why do I feel so alone
It seems as if no one wants love
am I the only one
who wants to have that
special feeling where I belong

Why don't people believe I'm real
It seems that I'm being judged everywhere I go
am I the only one
Who hates being judged in this world
due to other guys mistakes and their ordeals

Why should I give my heart to you
It seems like your not ready for the next step
am I the only one
who is ready for true love
and the benefits that I have to give and receive from you

Why should I tell you how I feel
It seems like you don't care about them
am I the only one
that listens and cares bout how the other feels

Why should I wait
It seems as if you've done moved on
am I the only one
who still wants what we had
and build on something so great

So why do I still do all this still
It seems theres only one reason
am I the only one
who still feel this way
But the reason is
I'm still in love

Say Goodbye

It all started back a few years ago
When I first met you
You was the most beautiful thing around
We were strangers at first
Then we started to talked everyday
You brought happiness when I was down
We took care of each other like brother n sister
No one could break us apart
But then things started to change
The feelings grew deeper into something unthinkable
Once it started, there was no stopping that feeling from growing
Days went by
No one could tell us anything
As long as the wrong felt right
We didn't care
Now years past and we started to decline
Our friendship disappeared in thin air
It feels like I've been burned
But that's alright
I like this new feeling
I admit
I didn't want us to end up the way we are now
But we did
Before I thought letting you go was impossible
And I realized it wasn't as hard as I thought
Now I'm free
Your out of my mind and my heart
Its over and done with
Now I can get serious on what I need to do
You do the same
Now its time to say goodbye
For good
No more going back to what we had
I realize people come and they go
I have to keep on moving
So this is the last time you'll hear from me
So my final words to you
Goodbye and farewell

The Beauty In Her

Theres something special about this woman
See, I've been watching her for sometime now
Everyday at lunch time
She comes to the same coffee shop as I do
She's always smiling while she walks past my table with a caramel mocha
Is this a sign or is this destiny
I can not take my eyes off her
She seems different from most women I've seen
Her eyes light up as the moon
Shining so brightly in the night sky's
Her body is magnificent
She had right size curves and her shape was so perfect
Her favorite color must be red
Because she wears red almost every time I see her
She sits and read the same book everyday
"Love at First Sight" was the name
I glance at her when she takes a sip of her mocha
She's just the most gorgeous thing I've seen on this earth
I've been deciding on how to make my move
I'm a shy guy but her beauty was seducing me
I turn my head
Looking at a man walking his dog outside
I turn back in front of me and there she was
Her whole face was glowing as brightly as the sunlight
I felt something I never felt before
Hello, my name is
She put her finger on my lip
I silenced
She leaned in, grabbed my neck, and gave me a kiss
The first kiss made time stop
as if we could stay like this forever
I realized right then and there
That it wasn't the beauty from the outside
It was the beauty in her
I was kissed by an angel

Though The Struggles

As I think about life
I can see you right next to me
Living my life with you through the bad
The good and the stressful times that we'll share together
Nobody can tear us apart
When your bad problems come around
Don't take them out on me
Just let me know whats wrong
So I can understand
Understand your feelings and fix the issue
If I can't be that one to
Then I might not be that one
But I will do my best
When there's a struggle
Let's not argue about it
Try communicating
I will protect you to my full ability
Why would I let something so special as you be harmed
No matter what the struggle is
We'll get through them together

The Lost Feeling

Sitting in a room with nothing but a candle lit
Cold and alone with a lost feeling
Where has everything gone
Eyes wide open
Trying to find that feeling again
Did I lose or has it been stolen from me
My mind confused with no words to say
Everything in this world seems evil
Lost of trust and passion
Due to mistakes done by you
Has damaged my heart forever
Its cold in the inside
But it was once full of warmth and happiness
Now its nothing but an empty box
Waiting patiently to fill again
One to many times
I let you walk all over me
Never again will I let that happen
In time my wombs will heal
And all of that feeling will be filled abundantly in my soul
Until then
This house will be empty
A quiet and lonely place
Where I will live alone
With just this candle light
Cause I lost the love of my life