Roller Coaster

Here I am
Waiting for another ride to start
I'm buckled up ready
Round and round we go
What's the problem now
Is it cause of me or you
we speed up
First loop comes so fast
I am not prepared
Smiling in my face like everything is good
I don't know what to believe anymore
I've been on this roller coaster to many times
Everything was good on the straight aways
but when a flip or curve came
Who gave up
Who made all these negative assumptions
You
And now I'm on this ride once again
When will it ever end
Tell me what's on your mind
I need to know
not tomorrow or next week
Now
You must not understand
How hard it is to stay on these so called "perfect" tracks
If we move to fast
we're going to fall off
But if we go to slow
Your going to be impatient
I tired to ride front seat
that lead me to heartaches
When I tried the back seat
You took advantage of my kindness
What to do
Where do we go from here
I'm getting tired of these changes
I can see it
Here comes the end
I'm waiting
Time passes
What happen
oh gosh here we go
Up, down, side to side
When will I ever get off this roller coaster