Dream

As I gaze upon the stars
I can see a glowing light
Flashing brightly from a far
My mind wonders to a unforgettable place
I started to feel so peaceful and calm
Someone approached me out of the cloudy skies
What or who is this
Who is this gorgeous woman
She grabs me closer and closer
 I can feel her elegant skin on my palm
Her hair blows swiftly with the wind
Caressing my soul through her eyes
How did I end up here
Walking on a secluded beach
With the most beautiful woman I've ever seen
Can this be real
This is feeling unreal
As we walk to the beach house
I can't take my eyes off her
She's perfect in every way
With no words
She seduce me with her perfume
Slowly taking her time to set the mood
She got me
That night we made love till the sun came through the window
Can she be the one for me
or is she just like the rest
Wanting to use me like a pawn
She wakes me up to breakfast in bed
The smell of hot pancakes and bacon
How did she know that is my favorite
I paused for a second
Now I'm wondering what she really wants
But she doesn't seem like the rest
Could this be true
I really don't know what lies ahead
But she knows how to please me
and make me feel extremely loved
No one is like her in this world
I hope that this is real and not a dream

Who I am

Who are you
Well who are you
Should you know who I am
Or do you know who you really are
That's the question we all need to ask ourselves
Who am I
Since you asked the question
Let me introduce myself
I am a black young man striving for greatness
God fearing, success seeking, family orientated
Very positive spirit with a loving heart
Striving to give back and pay it forward
Always searching for something new
Never letting negativity slow me down
Failure is not an option in my life
Learning I could not blame others for my set backs
It's just part of life
From meeting new friends
To being let down by close people
I've learned and grown from every experience
Been hurt before but I stay focused on my dreams
Never letting distraction play its part
Keeping my past in the past
I live for the present
Day by day
Trying to build my future
Being honest is not a problem with me
My theory is
If you lie to someone, they will lie to you and there is no need for that
Keep it real with people no matter if the truth hurts
I'd rather know the truth and hurt then to be lied to and be happy
I have so much to be thankful for with more blessings to come
Giving all my accomplishments to the man above
No matter the time or day
I give him praise
My motivation is God and my family
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"
Is something I stand by daily
Wake up pray
Before I sleep, I pray
I pray for you, you, and you
By showing greater love
You will receive love back
When I love, I love hard
Giving everything and all from the heart
And when I say "I love you" I mean it
So did I answer your question
Believe me or believe me not
Fake does not exist in my character
This is the real me
Now ask yourself
Who are you

Mountain Climb

We started from the bottom of this new journey
The starting line
Trying to work our way up where real love matters
Putting all the negativity behind us
We climb
Don't know where we will end
All we care about is that real feeling
She wants me and I want her
Gradually climbing up
Rocks fall, the wind blows a cold chill
Things trying to block our path
But we find a way around them
Will we reach the top together
Or will one of us reach it alone
Time passes and we are halfway there
No more looking back to our old selves
We have grown from our past experiences
Being in this together till the end
When it gets cold
I'll be there to keep you warm
Placing you on my back when your tired
We'll fight these challenges together
Almost at the top
You can feel my love
I can feel yours
Our hearts begin to beat faster as we get closer
Pushing each other to the finish line
Come on baby
I won't let you go
As we reach the top
We get excited
This is the start of something new
Overcoming this mountain climb
Made me realize even more
I can see a forever with you
In our future

Cloud of Love

Above the white clouds, our love stand at it's highest peak

Higher then anything else on this earth

We surpassed the standard cloud 9 love where everyone never passes

The higher we go the more real and passionate our love is

Only you and I can go beyond

Beyond where they say love has reached it's Max

But it doesn't 

No one can truly understand our love for each other

The love that has the ability for me to feel you from a far

The love that knows when your happy or sad

Here we stand on our cloud of love

Passion that's everlasting, flows through our bodies. 

When you hurt it rains

I don't ever want to destroy your sunshine

Floating above the clouds with every touch and kiss

You give me life and I am your heartbeat 

Our love makes a rhythm 

Where no one else can hear it but us

No rain nor grey sky's can stop our cloud of love from changing

When nightfall comes 

Our cloud of love light up the sky's 

People still wonder how our love keeps growing stronger

Each and every day we become one

Only God knows and him alone

I never want us to come down from our cloud

We are where we need to be right now

Standing alone on our cloud of love

That Night

Intoxicated 

I've lost all my mobility

Mind dwelling on the past

My heart yearns for your love

Why am I missing you

Could it be cause your missing me

I don't know but I want too

Curiosity sets in 

Wanting things to go back to where they were

Time passes 

I feel nothing but the liquor flowing through my system 

No love nor pain

Is this limbo

The point in between love and pain

Or are we just drifting apart 

Where are you

Wanting to FaceTime to see your beauty

But I'm scared if I do

I'll drive to where you are for your love

Emotionally gone with no sign of life

Reminding myself I am alive

But I feel unconscious

I drunk to much tonight 

Wishing I could feel your touch

Your love

Do you wish you could still feel my love

Maybe it's just me 

Our history has put my heart on a stand still

Not knowing what to do anymore 

This brown is making me love sick

Reminiscing your love

Putting you to bed, holding you all night 

Waking up to your perfect smile beside me

How can I love another the way I loved you

When my heart still stuck 

Stuck in the same place you left it

As I lay my head back 

I began to start breathing slowly

Focusing on not dying

Come save me 

My heart calls out to you

Can you hear it

Feeling my eyes roll to the back of my head 

I'm dozing off

A tear begins to fall

Too drunk to whip away my tears 

Body motionless

Slowly losing conscious to this world

I whisper calmly

I love you

That is the only thing I want to remember

About that night

Easy to Please

I don't care what people say
Everything about you makes life worth living
No one truly knows how we feel about each other
After being alone for a long period of time
We changed and grew
Not knowing what to expect this time
Imagining things that were just called a fantasy
We'll make them become a reality
Scared at first but we created something special
Being friends for such a long time
We grew closer and closer
Bonded in ways most people wont understand
Not letting anything stop what we want
Our connection can be felt from a distance
Only between you and I
Spending quality time with you relaxing
Laying your head on my chest
Feeling the R&B rhythm touch our soul
Connecting us together as one
Watching you eat your favorite fruit
Running my finger tips through your hair
Letting you enjoy that calming feeling almost everyday
No matter if people are round or not I am yours
You have every bit of me
My heart, my love, my passion
All of me is all for you
Being the only person I can count on
Makes me want to love you even more
Distance nor time can stop what is destine to happen
Is this what love really feels like
Or am I just imagining this feeling
When you are not around
You are forever on my mind
I daydreaming when you are away
Dreaming about our future while I'm sleeping
I will do all I can to make you happy
Learning from all my mistakes from the past
I wont let it happen again
We're both different and more mature
There will be no more turning up late nights in the club
I'd rather be with you
Let's make this the last time we ever have to start something
No more going backwards
Living for now is what is needed
I want this to last forever
Show me what you want
Tell me what is in your heart
I'm not a hard person to please
Just love me real hard
And let me love you unconditionally

Sunrise

We both wake up
As the sunrise shine and all I can see is your beauty
The bright sun reminds me of  your perfect smile
Gazing into your eyes
I can see the sun at it's peak
Shining so brightly every morning

Feelings from the warm sun
Makes me want to feel your seductive touch
As the sun passionately touch my skin
I press my lips against yours
My body begins to catch on fire
Something amazing happens every time

Once our bodies ignites together
A flame of love burns like no other
With ever kiss to your lips
Everything stops
As if we were caught in that passionate moment
Feeling every seductive touch flowing through my spine

We start falling into a bottomless pit of love
Making unconditional love through the morning
Our body language created art together
This new feeling takes over as we explore
We cuddle afterwards before start our day
Giving no thought about time

Hello my beautiful sunrise
Because of you
I love to wake up to the sunrise every morning
You are the first thing I want to wake up too
And the only one I want to dream about
I belong to you and no one else

Till the next morning sunrise
I'll be holding you till you fall asleep
Both excited, anticipating what the morning will bring
Loving you at night is perfect
But even more when we wake up to the sunrise
I can't stop loving you

Love and Pain

Love comes with pain
Pain comes with love
Over time you realize that there is not perfect love
But there's always something what will keep you aside
Love goes up and down
Round and round
Pain goes straight to the heart and nowhere else
Staying in love with someone truly
Will show a person true colors sooner or later
But hurting someone
Can leave a scar forever
Only time can heal those wombs
That's why I can't let anything happen to us
When you are in pain
I am in pain
My heart hurts when your down
We hurt together, never alone
But I am here to make things right
Problems happen randomly
And it will get hard sometimes
That's life
We understand what needs to be done to fix issues
Together we are unbreakable
When we love
We both love hard
Harder then the average relationship
All I need in my life is you
Letting all the baggage go
Truly loving you with all I have
Never leaving you in pain
Loving you with my past
Living every moment with you in the present
Falling in love with you in my future
I won't give up on love
You've shown me so much more than just love
Teaching me how to become a better lover, friend
I'm always there when you need me
Promise to never leave you alone
Love and pain together isn't all that bad

From The Heart

Phone rings

It's her

The one I haven't heard from in weeks

Hey she said

Shocked

Wondering what this is about

Hey, what's up

Wait I need to get something from the heart

Wondering what this was about 

OK, she said

Spoken with a confident but hurt voice

He started pouring out his emotions calmly

While your crushing with someone else

I'm growing as a person 

Due to how far we came

I didn't think something so "fixable"

Could make us end the way we did

After all this time

Destroyed something so memorable 

You really made me feel like I cheated on you

Never did and never would have

She spoke

But, he stopped her

Continuing expressing his true feelings 

After sometime I thought about it

You probably gave me an excuse 

To I guess make up missed time

Free from someone loving you with everything they had

Could that be a true statement?

Or could I be thinking about the old us

Truth be told I had a feeling

Doubting my negative thoughts

That this day came

They say if you love something 

You let it go

If that something loves you back

Then it will come back to you

So I did

No phone calls, text, anything
Space was needed

After seeing the same actions from you

It became very clear to me

I know I played a part in it

But it was more to it than I thought

Learning there was more to your agenda

At first I was bothered and miserable 

But after a few weeks

I sat down and started thinking about everything

Maybe it was time that of every relationship

That "break" season

Or was this really over

True test lies here where we are

At first it was kind of hard not think about you

But time just showed me more to life then just "wondering"

I'm growing and evolving 

Truth is

I do not regret a thing 

All those years we been close did mean something

We created our own history together

But it seems like deja vu again

She stopped him

Why are you telling me this

Speaking in a peaceful, calm tone

It's something you needed to hear

Last thing I want to tell you

I hope your happy

Hearing her about to start crying

Phone went silenced 

He knew right then he had to go

Having that same unforgettable feeling as before

Not happy about making her cry

Just content about expressing his heart

She knew she made a mistake
But he stayed on the phone

Is it too late?

I don't know

Will that real love come back

I don't know

Was it ever real?

I don't know

But if it was it wouldn't have ended so easily

But again

I don't know

He calls her back not knowing she was waiting
I'm sorry
I want to give this another try
Time to take a leap of faith
Love is hard
But we will get through this together
There is still a lot of you in my heart

Remind Me

Everything that I look at

Reminds me of you

From the morning sunrise shining through the window

To the melody from your favorite song

Having you on my mind at all times

Makes me want to go back in time when we first met

I saw a beautiful young girl smiling with braces

You noticed me staring you down

Smiling after seeing me, we talked

Two strangers grew a relationship into something special

Becoming great friends then my best friend

The one that was always there when I needed her

I could count on her and she could count on me for anything

No one knew what kind of bond we had

It was our little secret that no one knew about

That’s how our love story started

Even the rain from a storm

Reminds me of the days I made you cry

The hardest days of my life

Seeing someone crying because of me

A piercing feeling would stab me in my heart with every tear

Making it a promise to never let it happen again

Never wanting to be the reason why you’re crying

Grabbing you close

Wiping your sadness away

Holding you till you felt safe again

Hate when it storms

Because it reminds me of the worse days

Even the taste of anything sweet

Reminded me of your lips

Every kiss we shared

Was unique but special

Our first kiss guided me to your love

Where we create great memories

The days go by when I crave those sweet lips

Aching all day, waiting for the chance kiss you

But when we kiss life freezes

Enjoying every second connecting to those lips

Taking my time to capture this priceless moment

You loved when I lick my lips before kissing you at a time

Over time our kisses became passionate

Never could get enough of your full of love kisses

What I am trying to say is that

I can’t get you off my mind

Seems like everything around

Reminds me

Of something that is gone

Sweet Caramel

From the sweet taste of caramel candy

To the sexiness of your eyes

You create passionate thoughts to run through my head

If only I could have you every second of the day

My heart catches on fire near you

The rest of my body gets excited

Because the way we bond is amazing

It’s like we are connect all the time

Making you laugh to see that perfect smile

To slowly connecting our lips together in any place

Our connection is a mystery but I adore it

We have a bond as if we were already one

You amaze me in so many ways

By the way your beauty glows in the sunlight

And by the way your sweet lips taste at night

Your touch ignites my passion

And I already know what to do

Ideas, preparation, then proceed to the pleasing

This caramel candy is the sweetest

We’ve both been in something deep

The hardest thing to do was let each other in

Scared but enjoying the ride

If only I could have you close every night

Letting go of our securities

Nervousness disappeared

The passion increasing slowly but we have fun

You open me up in so many ways I can’t explain

Never judging each other, just a positive vibe we cruise on

It’s hard to look at you

Because all I want to do is kiss you

Every chance I could, I would

What we do is what we do

It gets better every time

Waking up to someone like you

Would make me push to be better even more

I knew there was something special about you

Just continue giving me those sweet kisses

And I’ll continue being that friend

All I want is for you to be happy

Even if we stay friends

One day the flower may bloom into a rose

Starting out as friends then who knows?

I think I’m addicted

To your sweet caramel

Out of Darkness

A young brother once tried to live the fast life

Money, sex and girls was all on his mind

Nothing else

He wanted to be like everyone else

Crazy out of his mind and have fun

With no care what so ever

Hurt one, hurt another after another

Lying to every one of them he met

Same old un-loyal brother like the rest of them

The word love did not matter to him

After being hurt before he showed no emotions

He was going down the wrong path

Until he met her

A beautiful young woman with goals

Changed his actions in an instance

She was different from the rest

The one who brought him back to reality

But how did she do it

Their first kiss they had showed him all he needed to know

With enough passion to spread around the world

The way she kissed him revealed to him that he was important

He never met a girl like her

She became his everyday need

Like a drug that was addictive

With her by his side

He saw life in a different way

Why do you love me after all I’ve did in my past he asked?

She said “because we all have flaws”

No need to care about what you did before

Or how you were

I only care about what you do from here on

He smiled, then his eyes began to tear

Never has any female made him cry in his life

There was something special about her

She was his everything

The way she showed the way she cared

He fell for all of her

Letting go of his past, he became a good man

Cutting friends and things he used to do off

No other girl could replace how he feels about her

Pleasing her and making her happy is all he cared about

Working hard for their future, treating her like his queen

She made him feel something he never felt before

Real L.O.V.E

He thanked her not just by gifts and spoiling her

Also by his commitment for loving her

Other woman tried to destroy what they had

But he stayed faithful to his woman

As the months went on

All he could think about is becoming one with her

He proposed to her

Overly excited, she paused and then said yes

Events brought them closer and closer till that day came

At their wedding he had a speech memorized beforehand

But he forgot it due to her beautifulness standing in front of him

Lost in her beauty, he spoke from the heart

He said, before we met I wasn’t the man I wanted to be

You changed me to become better

I never seen something so beautiful

When I first laid my eyes on you, I knew you were the one

You are my heart, my soul and my life

Being with you has been a blessing

You came along and showed me how to love again

I’ve been wanting to tell you since day one

You brought me out of darkness

I appreciate you with everything I have to give

Her eyes started to cry like never before

She gazed into his eyes and said

My past is the same as yours

You are my light, my love and everything to me

I never told you because I was afraid

Now I see we are meant to be

And I thank God for bringing you in my life

Tears of joy began to fall out his eyes

He grabs bride softly

Kissing her with all the love he has to give

Thank you for loving me the way you do

Flow of Passion

Walking through the temple of passion

Where the love is more pure, more real

Has me on a high I never want to come down from

Feelings grow deeper and deeper as our love grew

Taking every step with caution

Scared but we knew we was ready

I can feel you even when you are not around

Our bond is too powerful to break

Time brought us closer together

We didn’t even know where we would end up

But we ended up together

Loving every second, every minute

Heart racing every time I see that beautiful smile

Your most perfect creation I’ve ever seen

To me your beauty is art

Making me see life through your eyes

Our past is our history

And our future is our legacy

Our passion has escalated to another level

Beyond the level of no return

The words “I Love You” became more passionate

Feeling and embracing the love every time we spoke those words

Never wanting to leave your side

Loving all your flaws and your perfection

Our emotions has impacted our love

Making it more physical than we could ever imagine

But we are here now

Embracing each other till the end

Loving you is so amazing

Our flow of passion couldn’t be any better

God Miracle

The morning sunshine wakes me up
reaching my arm over to feel your body
But you wasn't there
I rosed up
looked around but nobody was here
Only me
I call you name
No answer
I got out of bed looking puzzled
Something fell off my chest
It was a piece of paper with writing over it
As I opened it
Everything stopped
It said
Dear Baby
I had fun last night
But I don't think I can continue this with you
Your great but your not completely what I want
I have been over it a thousand times in my head
I want the finer things in life
We cannot agree on anything and I'm bored
Tired of this
I don't love you anymore
Sorry about this
I didn't want to wake you up
The room was silent
No sound was made for a few minutes
I felt angered but I knew it was coming
Last night wasn't the same as the other nights
What was I suppose to do now
Her side of the room was empty
Not a shirt or sock left
No sweet scent from her
Everything was gone
Alone in a dark room what does a man do
Give up on love or keep moving forward
Her love letter took my soul away
I want to stop breathing
I got on my knees and prayed
The front door opened
I opened my eyes I saw God work
There was an angel at my door
It was her
I stared confused about what was going on
She said I've been in the car all morning praying
God told me to not worry about others
I am completed with you and God
Tears began to fall
No matter what we go through
Lets go through it together
I am sorry for the letter
I said it is ok
Glad your back
She smiled and said me too
The relationship changed after that day
I gave her everything she dreamed of
God showed us to not give up on something you want
Just pray

Favorite Playlist

I often find myself thinking about your music

Converting all your favorite love tunes into a playlist

One that never skips or fast forward

I close my eye's and think about your melody

Pressing play with every heartbeat, every touch

Loving that passionate sound coming from my stereo

Speaking so clear, so seductive

Keeps playing all over again in my heart

Your playlist will never get old to me

Pausing my favorite part every time my heartbeats faster

Before my blood ignites and over flow into something else

Rewind when I never want to forget your love

Never can I fast forward your love

My ears wide open never missing your tune

Slowly connecting our sounds of one into two

Harmonizing our low and high love pitch together

Singing directly towards my heart

Turning the volume of love to the max

So your melody can flow all through my body 

This angel voice I am hearing 

Makes me feel complete

Without your playlist I would be lost

Letting your love tunes play throughout the day

Never skipping a song or I'll go crazy

Every song makes me fall deeper for you

Sing to me, sing to me and nobody else

Poetic love spells captures my heart

Night falls and I am still playing your playlist

You laying right on the spot you captured

Pause

Never letting go till the break of dawn

Sunrise awakes me

Pressing play on the stereo is first thing I do every morning 

Your playlist is on repeat till the end of my days

You are my favorite playlist

Never lose your sound

Once Upon A Time

Once upon a time I was blind
Vision so dark, unclear on where to go
I was lost and alone
Struggling to keep myself sane and stable
But it was hard
I saw nothing but negativity and pain
My life was at a crossroad
Slowly pacing to the left
A point of no return
Closer and closer I approached the fork in the road
Drifting more and more to the left as if I was being pulled there
No one was pulling me or physically touching me
Confusion set in
I didn't know right from wrong
The days started bad and ended worse
My luck was at it's end
With no light to guide me on this path
I became a nobody
Then reality set in
It was either lose yourself or find yourself
Be forgotten or be remembered
I chose wisely
Knowing that the power of God would lend me a guiding hand
I woke up
Bad dreams became the past
An uplifting spirit became my future
Why is this happening to me now
There's only one reason
God hasn't gave up on me
With all these positive experiences
The blessings came in left and right
I am a new man
A man of God
Who has nothing but the spirit living in my soul
If you ask me now where I've been
I'd say lost but now I'm found
Once I share to the world my story
They will see me as who I really am
A man with goal and a promising future
I wont ever be forgotten again
All I know is that the old me is gone
He was once upon a time

Seduction

Deep within my heart
I can feel the temptation burning inside you
Before our lips ignites together
Before my body bonds with yours
You seduce me with those beautiful eye's
Eye's filled with passion and power
I became paralyzed
Trying to move my hands to touch your body
But I couldn't
Everything seems to be in slow motion
I'm frozen while you seduce me
Laid back, eye's locked on your's while your lips tease my neck
Your heartbeat begin to play a love song
Play that tone that I love to hear
My blood boils
The temperature rises with every touch
Our breathing inclines
Deeper and deeper
Pulling you towards my pleasure
Begins to intensify the moment
You looked away
My hands are free now
Roaming around the forbidden area
Laying you down so you can feel all of me
You pull me closer and closer till we're connected
The passion between us seems like a dream but feels so real
Then our eye's connect
We're beyond moon and the stars
Flying high we go
Trying not to stop until we reach our destination
Your sounds can be heard from miles away
I love every tone you make
Your my favorite song and I'm your favorite instrument
You squeeze me tighter and tighter
Giving me that right signal
Your eye's roll back
You reached the promise land
One last kiss before the night end
Grabbing you closer so you can still feel our bond
Seduction took over tonight
The night slowly came to an end

Let Me Show You

I know theres other people in your life

But theres no one like me

I just want to be the only one in your world

The one you come to when you sad, happy, or lonely

I'll always welcome you with open arms

I just really love when you make it home to me

Yes, I'm selfish I know 

I can't help it

Let me show you that I'm real

No time for games anymore

I'll give my best to make you happy

My promises will never go unbroken 

I don't ever want to see you cry again

Let me be the reason you shine everyday 

Having a love that can stand close to perfect

Would make life worth living with you

I know theres places you want to go

So let me show you the world

With you along my side

We are invincible

No problem, issue or person

Can break us apart

Lets show the world that anything is possible

Through being deeply in love

Let me prove my love

Doing then things that most wont do

Giving you all of me

I'll be strong enough for us both

Measuring my love for you would be impossible

Just let me love you the right way

Having you happy is all I want

So let me show you what's real

End of the Road

Once again it's that time
That time where we embrace what we learned and strive to better ourselves
It is almost time to begin a new chapter in my book
Each day I have grown physically, mentally and spiritually
Relationships, friends and my family bond will never change
I am the same me just more mature
I have shared my up's and downs
My good days and bad days
Things happen for a reason

I'm me
The one who can solve any problem through trying
Never give up
Living in a world where there are not a lot of black CEO's
My dream is to change that
Trying my best to make my dreams come true
With God's help anything is possible

But I made it
I love the feeling of success
The power of hard work, sacrifice and faith
Can take you along way in this world
I'm beating the statistics and I'm loving every bit of it
Being around positive people and with the support from the family
I did what most thought I couldn't do

Till we meet again in corporate america
This isn't a goodbye
More like an I'll meet you at the top
But for this road where I am now
Is coming to an end

Blind Love

If only you knew how my love for you is above it all
Every time I'm around you
All I can see is beauty
Beauty like no other in this world
My love is blind for you
I don't care about the material things or how far you are
All I care about is how far our love will go
Deeper then the ocean
Higher then the blue skies
I have surpassed all your flaws and your mistakes
Your past is your past
Whatever you have done then has no effect on what we will do in the future
I can see myself with you forever
Racing though life with you by my side is a blessing
Lets travel the world
Where we can spend romantic and memorable nights together
The thing about us is that I can feel its real
Realer then life itself
Everything we share amazing
I'll give you my last if I have too
I cannot tell where God is taking us
All I know is that my love is blind
And it's the greatest feeling