That Night

Intoxicated 

I've lost all my mobility

Mind dwelling on the past

My heart yearns for your love

Why am I missing you

Could it be cause your missing me

I don't know but I want too

Curiosity sets in 

Wanting things to go back to where they were

Time passes 

I feel nothing but the liquor flowing through my system 

No love nor pain

Is this limbo

The point in between love and pain

Or are we just drifting apart 

Where are you

Wanting to FaceTime to see your beauty

But I'm scared if I do

I'll drive to where you are for your love

Emotionally gone with no sign of life

Reminding myself I am alive

But I feel unconscious

I drunk to much tonight 

Wishing I could feel your touch

Your love

Do you wish you could still feel my love

Maybe it's just me 

Our history has put my heart on a stand still

Not knowing what to do anymore 

This brown is making me love sick

Reminiscing your love

Putting you to bed, holding you all night 

Waking up to your perfect smile beside me

How can I love another the way I loved you

When my heart still stuck 

Stuck in the same place you left it

As I lay my head back 

I began to start breathing slowly

Focusing on not dying

Come save me 

My heart calls out to you

Can you hear it

Feeling my eyes roll to the back of my head 

I'm dozing off

A tear begins to fall

Too drunk to whip away my tears 

Body motionless

Slowly losing conscious to this world

I whisper calmly

I love you

That is the only thing I want to remember

About that night